Blue Jeans (Lana Del Rey) covered by Bastille
This made me cry, I’m in my school hallway crying right now.
The Moon and the Sun could eclipse a thousand times over and there still wouldn’t be enough shade to encompass how deep this went.
cause i fall three times as hard if it’s for nothing at all. you all seem twice as tall as i will ever be; i feel terribly small when my mind works too hard. when you think with your chest, there’s not a thing that you don’t see. i’m hardly capable of half the damage that i would like to do. i could swear that i don’t care but you know i’m too full of shit to think this through. so look at me, i pray to god but curse too much to be considered true. i’m just like me, i’m just like me. so who the hell are you?
“ I know girls who spill I’m sorry’s from their mouths like they pump blood
to their veins.
Sometimes, I am one.
I know girls who apologize for asking
to go to the bathroom in class,
who apologize for everything
because they feel like they are taking
up more than their fair share of space
on this planet.
Everything starts with an I’m sorry
and ends with one too,
constant bookends that we don’t
even notice anymore.
We delete her apology the way we
delete likes and ums from speech.
I know girls with ten times more apologies
and I wonder how often they hear
You’re more than okay. ”
"I’m Sorry" by Claire Luisa (via tanghuijuan)